chosen_gigolo: (sexy and I know it)
Zelos Wilder ([personal profile] chosen_gigolo) wrote in [community profile] vatheonooc 2012-03-29 07:01 pm (UTC)

I'm doing this under duress, I just want you all to know that.

1. You're a complete horse's ass but you're not a bad guy. Don't let people force you to make decisions you don't want to.

2. I gotta admit that was probably the weirdest thing I've ever done and I've done a ridiculous amount of weird things. Let's do it again♥

3. You sent me for a loop I really didn't expect and somehow I keep shoving my foot in my mouth every other time we see each other. I'm sorry, you don't deserve that.

4. I feel nothing but sorrow for your predicament, bro. We'll find a way to fix it, then you can start really living~

5. You deserve someone so much better than me to help you. I'm so sorry because I know how this is going to end and it's only going to hurt you, possibly more than I've helped.

6. I'll always protect you. I may never say it outright, but if anything ever happened to you I'd never forgive myself. Someday maybe I can open up like I know you wish I would but let's not hold our breaths.

7. I'm sorry for everything, for what you feel you have to do, for my attitude, for whatever is going to happen when we finally get out of this place. I know you'll figure it out, but that very fact worries the hell out of me. Don't condemn yourself to a life like that. I don't want to see your light go out.

8. There are so many things I want to say to you. You're the first person I ever wanted to see me for who I really am, instead of just how I act, and I can't reconcile it when you have all of that before you... but even knowing what I'm going to do, you still accept me. It means more than I could ever, or will ever, say but for the trust you put in me, I trust you in turn. I'll always be there for you, no matter what, even if I'm not always honest.

9. I hope everything works out for you. You deserve better than what you're getting.

10. It's funny how a few roses budded into friendship. At least I think that's what this is.

11. Don't fret. Everything will turn out, I promise.♥

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